UncategorizedOctober 22, 2008 5:57 am

In my Gender and Technology class, taught by the esteemed Professor Caetlin Benson-Allott, our weekly homework includes making a post on a discussion forum run by the class. I can’t give you the address because you couldn’t really view it anyway, you need to be one of the students. Last week was I believe the fourth week, and the fourth time to make a post, reviewing the movie we had just seen I hadn’t made any posts beforehand, I had skipped each one. Why? Well, you have to make a minimum of six posts throughout the class, and I missed the first three ‘freebies’. Therefore, I have to make one post a week from now on to keep a high grade. No worries, its not too difficult. Anyway, this last week, I made my first post.

 I guess I made an impression! My professor quoted from it in our PowerPoint-guided lecture! I’m famous! Not that she pointed me out, but she did get the fifty-student body to analyze what I had said for at least fifteen minutes. I’m awesome. After class I asked for her to send it my way and she obliged me. Cool, huh?

Books, free thought, and hot 1960s females: my ticket to sounding intelligent and sweater-vest, college coffee-mug cool.

UncategorizedOctober 21, 2008 7:12 pm

I’ve been getting used to university life, been settling in. I think I have gotten used to it by now, I have a rough schedule for every day and its working pretty well. This last weekend wasn’t particularily interesting. Connor and I both wanted to go to sleep early on Friday night, while everyone was still partying, to get up early for Saturday. So, we hit the sack at midnight… then hours later I wake up and its 2:30 PM Saturday afternoon! Where in the world did Early to bed, early to rise go? I slept for fourteen hours solid. How mad is that?! I didn’t even feel good, man, I felt horrible. Well, what do ya do then? Your day is almost over… too bad, we had such good intentions and sacrificed our Friday night for nothing. The ‘Get to Sleep Early’ thesis has just gotten penalized. Connor and I rode our bikes off to find some food: a vending machine at the nearby McHenry Library. I’m looking for a good book on the Paris Peace Conference for World War One. Actually, I was so far back in the ’stacks’ that I couldn’t hear that they had shut the library down. I emerged half an hour afterwards, quite confused. The rest of Saturday we were looking for food, eventually settling for hamburgers at a cafe down from our dorms, the Hungry Slug. Played some Pacman there, of which I am a master (level 4!!!) Its getting really cold really fast down here at Santa Cruz. I wonder at how cold it will top out at.

Sunday was better. We left for Church at 12:30. Funny walking down Kresge in our suits and ties, Sunday best. Everyone was so fascinated that someone would do that. "Going to worship our Savior Jesus Christ on the Sabbath Day." I would say. Haha. You know, I am the rebel down here. Everyone down here has either a very casual, baggy, ragtag, hippie-influenced look, or typical college-kid styles with hooded sweatshirts and what-not. What do I wear? Dress shirts, sometimes with a sweater, jeans. It’s cool to look more formal, makes you stand out.

I’ll get back to ya, I have plenty of stories to tell.

UncategorizedOctober 8, 2008 6:03 am

I missed last week and am close to do the same with this week! No! Parts of my college life missing! Alright, guys, let me get this down for you:

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

We finally met Kate Schatz, our Kresge core course professor, who we discovered is a pretty cool twenty-something woman who is 100% cool, man. She’s pretty awesome. Gave us this essay assignment: we are deconstructing a political media piece, SNL skits, debates, advertisements, anything. That’s pretty cool. I’ll go into that later. In my Gender and Technology class, we watched Born in Flames, this faux documentary about the idea "What if the feminist movement became violent, like most male-led organizations?" It was actually pretty neat, its set 10 years after the ‘Second American Revolution’ that sees the rise of the ‘Social-Democratic Party’ that is supposed to be the ultimate progressive revolutionary force that fails to seize appropriate rights for women. It was pretty cool seeing women arm themselves and "fighting back", even I was into the revolutionary spirit, but in the end they blow up the World Trade Center… so… The movie was cool, though.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Another astrobiology class: all mathematics. We’re figuring out the parameters for getting a spacecraft to math, using Hohmann Transfers and what-not… very difficult. The rest of the day I really just hung out. I can’t quite remember what I did… is that the day I just watched tons of episodes of Seinfeld? Hmm.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Kresge Core Course again. We were talking about perception. I brought up such information as Quantum mind theory and Quantum immortality and generally blew people’s minds about the idea that your mind can transfer information back in time in order to quicken our reaction time. (Can’t find a source on that one.) Someone else mentioned the fact that Eskimos, because they live in a world of constant white both on the ground and up in the sky, don’t have a sense of ‘up or down’. Indeed, an explorer that interacted with a certain Eskimo village brought photographs that they just posted up on the wall at any certain angle. That’s kinda cool.

Can’t remember what happened in Gender and Technology… but I do know that my professor is pretty cool. We talked about Born in Flames… and then… shoot, I have notes somewhere. Whatever.

Connor and I went to the library to get some quarters for the laundromat. I picked up White Armies of Russia and The Russian Revolution by Richard Pipes. I want to become a complete expert in the Russian revolutionary period, its just fascinating to me. As we waited for the laundry machines to do their thing, we talked about this new cooperative project for an epic video game we’ll finish by the end of this school year… The Project, we call it at this point. We’re throwing around a lot of interesting ideas… But otherwise we really just talked about Lost, Myst, and Jules Verne’s The Mysterious Island, all very excellent subjects of discussion.

Lost is so enjoyable because it surrounds itself with only one constant idea, one concept, one truth when everything else is in confusion: destiny exists. That’s what makes it so awesome! Our video game will definitely be about destiny, in whatever form.

Lost, if you don’t know, shares qualities with Myst, a supernatural island in the game series of the same name, which was created in reference to The Mysterious Island by Jules Verne. Islands are a powerful setting for any novel, movie or song… how many times are they featured in creative works? It has a romantic quality about it… an island represents an environment where the individual has more power than usual. You are always isolated to some degree on an island by the ocean surrounding it, even in todays world with the necessity of ferries and airplanes. With this isolation, you become a vastly more important character, because your decisions will only affect an isolated environment and a much smaller population, not the entire world. You can ‘get away’ on an island. This is why islands have romantic qualities.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Astrobiology again, early in the morning. More complicated math. My prof remembered my name! As soon as I got back I cleaned up my room for a visit from my parents. I then departed into the Ordinary World, and I had a wonderful time seeing my family and watching Eagle Eye and the General Conference of the LDS Church. My fam is awesome… we watched a documentary about giant squids and I finally got to eat some food I’m used to.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Astrobiology in the morning, finally moved out of math a little bit. Spent the whole day either surfing the web, eating, procrastinating, watching Seinfeld, and trying to make headway on my essay (based on a Bob Barr advertisement). Stayed up until 5 in the morning finishing it.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Long day: in our Core Course we workshopped our rough draft essays with each other. There was a fire alarm that wasted a lot of time. Then off to Gender and Technology where we watched segments of Food, Demon Seed, and Videodrome. Professor Benson-Allott’s favorite director is George A. Romero, which is my favorite! She loved Cloverfield and Diary of the Dead which I did as well. Cool. Scarfed some pita and hummus, broccoli and chicken in the cafeteria, then off to a lecture where instead of learning stuff we just watched Crash. Lots of media today… a lot of media.

There. Done. Hope it wasn’t as painful reading as writing! Thanks! Goodnight!

UncategorizedOctober 3, 2008 8:02 am

I should go to sleep. But I have some good stories to tell! I will list them:

- Over-active Mountain Dew - Humorous self-segregation in the cafeteria - Born in Flames - My professor loves Romero - Biden v. Palin debate - Quantum-mind talk in Kresge course - Theft in my dorm - Math in Astrobiology!!! - Talkin’ Starcraft in the cafeteria - Pistachios on Pizza?! - The Laundry Talk (video games, Lost, the Project (incorporate interesting ideas!), sticky-notes, lint?) - Library-mania - Rohan is from Kenya - Predictions of future martial law - Shaka Zulu - I figured out the Valenzetti Equation!!! (wait a second… nevermind. Sorry.)

That being done, I’d like to clarify my position on the Libertarian Party and the Barr campaign:

- I am a registered Libertarian. I believe that of all parties, theirs has a touch of destiny about it.

- That being said, I suggest voting Libertarian only if you are idealistic about the potential of limited government to change society around the world for the better if it is fully realized. And if you are a Republican or Democrat who doesn’t want Barr as President, but desire to send a message to both parties to take on Libertarian characteristics, only vote for Bob Barr if your state is ’safe’, that is, it is not a battleground state. Battleground staters, rally for one of the two major candidates, because you are the one who will make or break history.

- That being said, I myself feel correct only about voting for Bob Barr in California. I believe if it was entirely up to me, the Maverick Pa- excuse me, the Republican Party would take Washington this November. They feel the most correct for the United States of America, in my ideology.

- That being said, I would identify one facet of myself as a extremist moderate. I love the practical sensability and logic of a moderate stance on everything, as I too love the romantic, revolutionary feeling of destiny that extremists hold dear. By being an moderate extremist, a contradiction, I can see the value in a number of different ideologies and political affiliations, except for when they become solely extremists or solely moderates. Extremists are undemocratic and pose a risk to the world (though experimental, which as I’ve said, is the smartest characteristic), but moderates never get anything done. I’ve adopted both the negative and positive aspects of this binary. Does this make sense, you ask? Yes, it makes more sense than you think. Try to think of everything a moderate extremist is not. I am everything that isn’t what extremist moderatism is intrinsically not.

Understand? No? Okay: Make a graph, and then draw a centered, 2-Dimensional donut (that is, a smaller circle inside of a larger circle) on that graph, and figure out the axes I’m talking about. It’ll click, if it hasn’t already.

Thanks for reading!

- Brendon Carpenter

UncategorizedOctober 2, 2008 7:10 pm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxPrULE6dUU

California residents, your vote will be wasted. Democratic nominee Obama has more of a lead in this great state than in almost any other. He will win. Why, therefore, stoop to the level of throwing your vote away for McCain? The fact is that at least a vote for Barr can send a strong message to the White House that Libertarian ideals are being recognized and the mantle of Liberty is being taken up by many disenchanted Americans. In fact, even if you disagree with the Libertarian Party, at least recognize that a vote for Barr is more of a vote for Reagan than a vote for McCain is. At least recognize that by voting for Barr, you might force the two main parties to shift their policies to attract the significant Libertarian demographic. In my mind, I am 100% sure that the only right decision on November 4, 2008, is a vote for the Libertarian Party. You aren’t voting for marijuana, you aren’t voting for defeat in Iraq, you must vote to tell the next President of the United States that Americans are growing exhausted of the continual intervention into their lives and are frightened at the movement to a more dystopic world.

Let Freedom Ring!

Thank you!

- Brendon Carpenter

Uncategorized 8:39 am

At the Club Rush (or whatever it was called) forever ago I subscribed to the Socialist Organizer. I pretended to be the young idealistic red to get some information about these guys. I wouldn’t exactly call myself a saboteur… I mean, a few years ago, if you had questioned my political affiliated, I would have told you that Socialism was the way to go. I touted my revolutionary ideology (of which I really knew little about) on forums and in my history class… then I started to investigate Russian history.

See, my first exposure to socialism as a philosophy and serious political system, not as a joke, farce, or media item, was when I began to investigate history during the Second Great Awakening (Junior year) because my AP U.S. History class had reached the 1840s and was discussing it, eventually discussing Mormonism. Now, I’ve heard LOTS of stories and information about the early days of the LDS Church in… uh… church and from relatives but other than a few wikipedia articles not much from a historical perspective. So, LDS History is very fascinating, but also the context of the movement: the Second Great Awakening, when suddenly there was a flurry of ideas, a cultural shift in the tides of America, most religious, spiritual at least, some not. What caused it? I’m sure Wikipedia could give you a few guesses but, you know what, it suddenly just started to happen. In this atmosphere, Mormonism was born, but so was Seventh Day Adventism, the Shakers, the Oneida Community, and other utopian socialist movements.

Yes, Mormonism has established itself as anti-Communist, but Joseph Smith did preach about the United Order, a Church-monitored socialist system. Current LDS thought accepts the fact that a form of socialism is the perfect system, but only with Christ at the head of the government. This historical fact led me to read some light socialist propaganda and, whadyaknow, I became a Red for a while.

But books are a marvelous thing… to appreciate them, you’ve got to read more than one. And though I could attribute my prodigal emergence from the Socialist ideology to peer pressure (such as when my history teacher sorta made fun of me for it), to my relatives (when my uncle completely shut me down when a casually suggested I was a socialist), or to my father (who I think regarded it as naive silliness), I believe that my reading of history books showed me that socialist systems could be easily co-opted into dictatorship, and when I read Anthem and eventually Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand, that turned me from a democratic socialist to a neo-objectivist (which, for those outside of the political scene, is the complete opposite.

As much as Joseph Smith, Marx, Lenin and Trotsky made socialism and communism seem to me as a historical inevitability and the perfect utopian vision to follow, Ayn Rand made it seem that inevitably, all systems that resort to government influence and forced ‘theft’ of individuals would become dictatorships that would by force of mathematics and nature, collapse into anarchy and destruction. Wow. Propaganda is fascinating. Reading propaganda can often lead a reader to try and find reasonable sources of material, which he or she might realize could also be propaganda. As soon as the first piece of propaganda is turned aside, a reader can easily begin to believe that all literature is propaganda in some way or another. How, then, does one make sure what he reads is truthful, that his ideas have existant meaning and importance?

As quickly as I became a neo-objectivist (that is, laissez-faire government in almost all manner of thinking, only with religion allowed), I turned to lengthy criticisms of Objectivism, which forged me into a libertarian. And even now I realize that even that could be a falsehood. What is true? With religion, you must take your beliefs ultimately on faith (though I could argue that there are evidences in the universe if you could attain just a small grain of it) but with politics… its up in the air!

What I realized, shortly after I became a libertarian, is that nothing can be proven to a certainty as truth. Nothing at all. Using that course of logic, it may be that there is truth in all things. What if in the near-future, beyond our wildest expectations of the future, the USA became a complete Objectivist society, while the PRC became a complete Communist society… and both of them worked wonderfully, economically and otherwise? And what if the European Union, which is already moving towards the middle-ground between the two, discovered that its ‘half-and-half’ system also worked fantastically? How… what would people think? How would they react to the presence of multiple truths?

That is sort of a segue. Let’s backtrack. The only way to become certain of something that does not establish that it must be made certain by faith alone (such as religion and perhaps stock investment) is objective truth. Conservatives blame the Liberals. Liberals blame the Conservatives. Socialists blame the Capitalists. Capitalists blame the Socialists… but how do we know who is right or wrong?

I’ve come to a conclusion that frees me from political confusion.

The only way we can know what is a better system of economics or politics is to experiment. What if the state, country, or world was managed exactly as the Republicans desired it to? We would know if they were right or wrong. What if it was managed by the Democrats, all of their wildest dreams come true? We would know if it worked or not. We’d have facts and figures. What if an Objectivist society was established, or a World Communist Union, as the Fourth International proposes? We would experiment on their policies and observe if everything turned out the way they said it would. Then we could make some real changes. Doesn’t work? Well, at least that kind of thought can be removed forever (like Nazism, for example, or subprime lending). We would go down the list and figure out exactly which system worked, for the entire world.

Wait a minute, Brendon, that’s not a good idea. The Nazi Third Reich led to the deaths of millions of people and horrible tragedies. Subprime lending led to a devestating recession that is making a lot of people unhappy and frightened. Experiments can lead to negative results.

You’re absolutely right. Experimentation on such a wide scale can only be done by risking millions of lives, which no one would ever commit to in their right minds, which is why it has only happened by accident.

Unless…

(There’s an unless?)

Unless what? You decide. My best guess is that soon computer technology will become advanced enough that virtual societal experiments can be made, like full-immersion multiplayer games, which could lead to terrible consequences for avatars and virtual characters, but not for the physical, living subjects behind them. Or maybe we could experiment on living subjects… just a few thousand experimenters, very diverse, living in an isolated area for a certain amount of time operating under a certain system. These studies would be priceless! in determining what the ‘perfect political-economic system’ is, in fact. Perhaps it doesn’t exist. But that is a nihilist viewpoint (which we could also experiment with… not really).

And, in any case, this viewpoint helps people judge things objectively and without being affected by easily-made propaganda. Read the studies, look at history, figure out what’s best for the world and country based on evidence.

Anyway… back to the Youth Socialist Organizer. They sent me an e-mail, basically propaganda for the Fourth International. They didn’t mention religion, or spirituality. I would like to show you my reply to them, slightly edited for mistakes in wording, and leave you with that. Real quick: I am not being entirely truthful to these guys, that I am a young, ardent Socialist (well, I am young) and I understand that it could be lying, but, the way I see it, I’m politically ambiguous right now, and I have been a socialist in the past, and I am most definitely concerned with the subject at hand. Thanks for reading!

"Thanks Eric, that [discourse] was very interesting and gave me a lot to think about. In fact, there is little exposed in the mass media concerning exactly what a ’socialist reality’ would look like. It is a wonderful… and plausible vision!

I don’t know if you’re the one I should contact about this, but I’m interested on the Fourth International’s position on religion. I know that Marx was an atheist philosopher, and I’m fine with that, but was he explicitly anti-religious? And is the Marxism that you espouse anti-religious? For myself and other Christian socialists that I’ve associated with, it’s interesting that Christian socialism has a special place in American history and (perhaps still) American culture, preceding the impact of Marxism on American thought. And I also believe that that is a significant demographic that is vital to the eventual revolution for its success… it would be a shame for Christians who might fight for the society you detail to turn against the Revolution based on even rumors that it could be an Anti-Religious movement, as it was during Russia’s revolutionary period from 1917 to 1923, even before Stalinism. And shouldn’t full personal rights include the right to belief, especially religious belief which could at least be seen through an atheist veiwpoint to be of integral cultural value to certain demographics? There has been a historical tendency for Christianity and religion to impose certain oppressions on certain populations, I will not deny that, but is it an institution that must eventually disappear in order for a true communist society to be created, as proposed by Lenin, Stalin and others?

Thank you again for the information you’ve sent!

- Brendon Carpenter"

UncategorizedOctober 1, 2008 7:43 am

Monday, September 29, 2008

I woke up around nine-thirty, jumped in the shower and hurried to my Astrobiology: Life in the Universe class at eleven without eating breakfast. Learning about extraterrestrial life in the morning is fascinating. I believe it is my favorite class so far: a small room of about twenty people learning about astrobiology from a professor who is really passionate about the subject. It would be an interesting life to live studying the possibility of life out in space.

Its strange to think that as late as 1950s, when my own grandparents were young adults, people hadn’t launched anything into space, still believed that underneath the (acid) clouds of Venus there were jungles with possibly intelligent life, that Mars might harbor life of its own. It would be a very optimistic outlook on the universe, I would hope they enjoyed it!

There was a point when the Prof turned the discussion over to the class. "What were the three major revolutions in our understanding of our place in the universe?"

The students were baffled. There was only twenty of them! What were the chances someone would actually know something? Eventually… "The invention of the telescope!" "Well, no not exactly." "The creation of calculus to calculate the…" "No, I’m sorry, I’m talking about our understanding of our position in the universe."

I knew it. I knew it! But me? A freshman? Give them all three answers? No, that would be arrogant. I wouldn’t want to do that. But people weren’t giving the right answers! One after another, they didn’t get it! The last forty-five minutes had been wasted, they hadn’t understood. So I raised my hand, confidence bubbling from my eyes, my poise a perfect casual and cool leaning back in my seat, as if the held-back secret weapon in a think tank.

"Professor, I would say that the first major revolution would be Copernicus discovering that the universe does not revolve around the Earth, but that the Earth revolves around the Sun." Her face lit up, like opening a door to a golden radiance. Someone had understood! She had been doubting herself, her ability to teach, and suddenly it had disappeared with the revelation that a student had understood, and not just slightly, but completely.

"Fantastic! Great job. What was your name?"

"Brendon. Brendon Carpenter."

(Okay, not really, I just replied with, "Brendon.")

"Alright, anybody for the second major revolution in mankind’s understanding of our place in the universe?"

How could people not understand the question now that the perfect answer had been provided? But they didn’t! "Rocketry and observations from satellites were perhaps the…" "No." "Discovering Earth was a planet." "No!" The professor looked at me. I still had that cool poise. She knew I knew it! And I knew she wanted me to just reveal the second answer, even though that would clearly establish me as a "know-it-all". That’s not a stereotype I wanted to step into! In fact, I didn’t like a lot of "know-it-alls" (no offense to them, it just seems selfish when you declare all your knowledge just to dominate the conversation).

Fine! Fine!!! I’ll do it. Why me? But by Job I will not go down easily! I will make it look as if I’m struggling!

"I, uh, well, I’m pretty sure that the, you know, second revolution was when we… figured out that the Solar System isn’t at the center of the entire *ahem* universe. Just like Harlow Shapley theorized in 1918."

"Very good!" Looks from everyone else in the room. I was feeling it, man. The rush that drives all the whiny-voiced, front-row suck-ups that everyone mocks behind their backs. That’s why! That’s why they committed social suicide! It feels good to show that you’re better than everyone else.

So I continued. Why not? People were already either averting their embarassed gaze or nodding in reluctant recognition of my intelligence. "And then I guess the third revolution would be when scientists discovered our Galaxy was only one of billions or more out there! Just another galaxy!"

The professor was proud, I was proud, the rest of the class… well, whatever, there weren’t too many people my age. I was the rising star.

"So if anyone could imagine a fourth revolution in our understanding of our place in the universe, what would it be?"

The question was open. I darted my hand up, eagerly for another cup of the tea of intelligentsia. It was easy! Patterns: solar system, galaxy, galaxy clusters… the next one in the order of magnitude would be -

"Maybe the revolution of realizing our Universe is not the only one out there."

And then they laughed at me. Everyone laughed at me. The professor quickly turned away. She smiled as one would at an idiot who had made another careless mistake in a series of embarassing screw-ups, "Well, I don’t want to go that far out, no." How could someone think that big?! That’s ridiculous. Everyone in the class actually, literally, laughed at me before the class continued.

I sunk into my chair. Blast! Foiled again! Thanks for getting me nowhere, logic and pattern-recognition! … And don’t think you’re not responsible either Morgan Freeman!

- Brendon Elliott Carpenter

P.S. The answer to the question was "The discovery that we are not the only sentient species in the universe." Which segued into First Contact scenarios. Bah. That is a cooler answer. By the way, I just focused on writing an essay for the rest of the day (which went well, I’ll have you know). Good night!